Had a real ugh day here. Legal matters with the attorney. Felt much better after meeting with therapist tonight. Thank God for her!

Had a fantastic weekend with friends at a bluegrass music festival. S13 and I took our instruments and sat in with some amazing musicians around the campfire. Slept in a tent and it poured rain for two solid days but found a couple of short breaks that permitted some playing. Left there to stop at a muzzle loading shoot and met up with some musicians there that let us sit in also.

A note about title of new thread. It occurred to me tonight while frying bologna that I am getting back to being the person that I was before I lost myself in my marriage. I must say though that I do not have any regrets for having poured myself into my family and would do it all over again. In spite of the very unhealthy situation that it became there were also many blessings. I pray that God will continue to bring me peace and acceptance.


M:53 W:47 M:15 years. S:18 S's: 30 & 28 from previous marriage. BD: 3/14 Divorced January 17.