Judy, if I may be so bold, please keep posting here. We get all the traffic, and you're gaining some followers.
As for your emotions, when you've gone several months without them bouncing around then you can almost start to trust them. Trust me, it's two steps forward, one step back, and there are a LOT of stairs to climb. I'm glad you've had some moments of clarity, but the loss is so great that a rational understanding and a moment of peace doesn't prevent the many, many waves of pain and anger that will come washing over you. Again, glad you're feeling good tonight, just don't get discouraged or disappointed.
That said, I do agree a more optimistic title is appropriate for your next thread.
Keep posting!
Me:38 XW:38 T:11 years M:8 years Kids: S14, D11, D7 BD/Move out day: 6/17/14, D final Dec 15
