thank you brother. I am trying. It is an everyday process. I just read up on your sitch. I am sorry to hear that you are in so much pain, but go through it and you'll come out on top my brother.

It has been a pretty difficult day for me. I have been missing her a lot more today, have been having the same thoughts. No anxiety so thats a good thing. I have been feeling my feelings, letting the thoughts run their course, and just journaling on a legal pad to get them out of my head.

Life is something that is both beautiful and ugly, I guess we decide which lens we are going to look through, so I am choosing beautiful....too much ugliness and sorrow through the other lens.


M: 34 W: 33
S: 7
S: 14 months
BD: 6/2015
Separation: 6/2015
Back and Forth between Home and Moms