My lizard and her tunnel ...

[late30s]

The other big issue I have been facing. For months now, W continues to tell me that she believes she will be dead before this is all over. She sees only misery in any of her choices. She told me that she wants to start seeing a therapist, but can't afford it. I am in full support of her doing this and after she expressed an interest in it, I told her I would handle the financials of it.

She is supposed to be doing an intake today, she tried to commit suicide last night. Told me she ate a bunch of pills and just ended up vomiting the whole night. How does one handle this? I asked her if still planned on doing her intake today and she said she is even more committed to it. Apart from paying for the professional help, I don't feel like I should be doing anything else. I'm worried though, I really don't want my kids to not have their mother at all. I have no desire to be a widower.