Two nights ago she came over, and we made love for several hours. It was both tender, and passionate. It was slow, and wild, and everything in between. She cried, and said again that she knows we are soul mates, and she cant leave me. We both climaxed several times, and we slept in each others arms. I felt so at home. I WAS upset on the inside about her affair, but I basked in the now.
The next morning OM called my phone wanting to know if she was with me. I told him. He wanted to talk to her, so I let him.
She got PISSED at me, and locked herself in her car while they talked. She flipped me the bird from the driver with a mean look on her face.
When she got out she wanted to hug me, and cry on my shoulder. I let her. I feel so bad for her. I love her unconditionally. My soul hurts that she cant decide between me, and the affair. She says the divorce is back on.
Later that night she shows back up at my place wanting to have sex. Kissing on my neck, and chest until I was aroused. She said "take me daddy", and I said "you are gonna have to take ME if you want it."
She broke down crying. Later OM called, and she went and locked herself in the car talking to him for about an hour. She came back in and got on her knees, and looked me in the eyes, and said..... "Ive made my decision. I want you. Your kids love you, and this affair has been hard on them, and both of us. He is not a good man, and I realize that now. I choose you my husband. The divorce is off".
I just stood there emotionless. Im cold, and numb to all this now. I love her, but this rollercoaster is too much.
She kept saying "do you believe me?" over and over. I said I don't know what to believe no more. She went and fell asleep on the couch.
