Resentment, compassion and outright hate, all emotions I struggle with.
At the end of the day does compassion win? Not yet. Still feel so much pain and am trying very hard to move forward emotionally.
Still slings and arrows from her about anything I say or do. The constant eye rolling, hard sighs, and so many other signals of contempt it is hard to deal with. So, I just sit there and let them wash over me. I wear my Harry Potter cloak of invincibility around me.
Acceptance - check, Resentment - still there Frustration, still there Anger, still there
Work the process, work the plan, stay ahead of it.
