Six to Nine

[mahhhty]

I haven't been posting all that much lately. I've been really withdrawn from the DB community, offering very little advice or support to people in the forums. I'm sorry for that. I've been trying to do more of the things I enjoy.

It's been a year now since she told me she wanted a D, and 10 months since she left. Its been an eventful 10 months.

Days and/or Mornings without the kids are still the most difficult. The silence is deafening. My lack of structure on these days just promotes the struggle with motivation for working from home. I know I've made a lot of progress, but I have a ways to go. I realize it is about the journey. Perhaps this is just one of those days.