Hi Beagley. Thanks for the kind words I'm over a year in so its a little bit easier for me to see the big picture ( most of the time ) I see a life coach who is all about focusing on the positives I would not have gone near someone like this before but now I can't recommend her highly enough.

One thing she told me at the very start. W broke your heart and hurt you but in Ws mind she did that once , in your ( Rds) mind she's doing it everyday.

It was that which helped me move forward somewhat

Take care. Rd