Diana,

I understand, please take your time, be healthy, rest, eat well.

Breathe deep. It will unfold in time.

Gently, gently, slowly.

You are doing well, you may not see it yet but you are.

I read your frustration and this is the start of your freedom, the start of being able to run toward your future.

V

Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose.
V 64, WAW