I feel so stuck. My stress level is going up again because of finances and trying to slowly (by myself) get this house ready to sell. I can literally feel myself getting sick again. My GAL has come to a screeching halt. I really don't feel like doing much of anything as of late. My H is pulling further and further away. He barely even texts anymore. I fluctuate between feeling sorry for myself and being pissed at him for being such a douche bag and leaving me alone to deal with all this crap. Yesterday I spent an hour pulling nails out of the walls and patching the holes in his old office. He put up all his superhero and Star Wars collectibles with nails and who gets to clean up the mess? I do! Grumble! Some days I just want to run away and start a new life somewhere.
Di-mond in the rough M-45 H-38 My children S-25 D-23 T 5 M 4 H left April Fools Day 2015
