...And what fantastic insight it is! I need to do more. I believe I'll start sewing again, or learn knitting. I'm in an awful financial conundrum at the moment, with him being the sole earner and locking me out of bank accounts. He has always controlled me that way.

Physical health is extremely poor at the moment (heart failure and fibromyalgia) making a job an unlikely prospect. Hurrying the divorce like he wants almost seems like a good idea, if only so I don't have to keep begging for money.


Me: 48 H: 50 - Married 21 - 3-S: 29,19,19 2-D: 27,26
BD: 08/2015 - D filed & OW disc: 09/2015

"Surrender to What Is, Let Go of What Was, Have Faith in What Will Be." -S Ricotti