Did kid swap earlier, Kept it short and businesslike. Probably came across as cold, but I have been over-accommidating the last 6 months. She mentioned that she was given a bunch of apples, and asked if I wanted them. I said no thanks and left. Came to my rental a few hours later, and there is a bag of apples hanging on my door. I'm glad I wasn't here, gives her something to think about. Day 1 of darkish went well. I feel a little more at ease, and maybe I took my first baby step today. Feels like the right thing either way! Plus, I got the man cave starting to be livable.
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
