Back to reality - sigh

That was an amazing vacation and much needed get away. It seemed that everyone at the resort was on their honeymoon and that did make me miss my husband a lot. It was nice to get away and reflect on what is happening in my life right now. It was heartbreaking that we lost our dog while I was away. I am surprised by how much H called to Facetime with me, to keep me updated, and to at least let me see and talk to our pup before she passed. We cried on the phone together and reminisced about her life with us. I miss her so much already and the house is so quiet and lonely. She was my companion on the days that I am home alone. I am not sure what I will do now without her.

He bought her for me when we were just dating so she has been in our lives from the beginning. This feels like the last piece (besides our son of course) that bound us together.


Me:33 H:36
T:13 years
M:10 years
S4
Separated 05/15
H Filed 06/15