Sotto Voce

[Sotto]

It's been a nice weekend so far. Pottered about yesterday and did some stuff around the flat. Then last night I went out for a drink with one of my new friends. She and I ended up in a ritzy cocktail bar that is just around the corner from me - which I often walk past, but never actually visit!! This afternoon I'm Mum-sitting and I'll head off to aqua aerobics tonight.

I got a text from SS15 yesterday, asking for one of my old recipes so he could make it - bless him. We had a nice little text exchange about it. After leaving things overnight, I decided to contact our gardener myself and arrange for her to go in & sort things out at our MH. I emailed H to say I had contacted her & would get back to him when things are confirmed. Maybe fixing, but I just prefer knowing that is sorted. Not had a response from him.

I guess I'm still wondering a little what it all means. Why hasn't H filed for D yet? Why feel the need to update me after a month of NC. I don't feel there was a need really & his email wasn't particularly warm, so it didn't feel like he was reaching out. But I wonder in a much less anguished way now. More mildish curiosity and then let it go. I know that focus on him won't serve me well. It is true that we get to a point where it doesn't matter that much what is happening, because I'm sure I'll be okay if we D and I'm sure I"ll be okay if we don't. They are just different paths to follow. I only go on much smaller rollercoasters now...think teacups and ladybugs....

Friend I was with last night said she was interested in trying laughter therapy, which piqued my interest. I told her I'd like to try that too, and said I would have a look & see if anything is on offer. Maybe a new GAL activity for us??

Hope you are all having a good weekend. It's a lovely clear September morning here - my favourite