Well since I been out of jail she simply cant stay away from me. I have ran her off from my sisters house several times, but she keeps on coming back. She leaves, and calls asking if I had a new girlfriend. Or saying crazy stuff like " I bet you got a little skinny b!tch that's only 19 now don't you you scumbag?"
Last night she called me from an anonymous number crying and begging forgiveness. Saying "Im so sorry Ive hurt you. I don't know whats wrong with me. I cant be away from you any longer. Please come home the kids miss their Daddy." She went on for an hour while I hardly spoke. She said she "knows we are soulmates", and then started admitting to cheating that I didn't even know about. Apparently she had sex with a random stranger while working out of town 5 months ago.
Today she she forwarded me an email she had sent OM breaking it off with him. I can tell she DOES feel bad about what she is. I just don't know what to do anymore. This has been the worst 3 months of my life, because I simply CANT stop loving her.
