Feeling very down and depressed today. H spent the entire weekend doing stuff that kept him away from me. He just went to bed in a hurry - we sleep in separate bedrooms - and I don't know if I can live in this cold M. He thinks everything is fine the way it is, he has no need for physical contact besides sex, and no need to spend time with me besides eating dinner and watching TV.

When I was away last fall, I felt so good about myself. With H, I feel so much rejection that my confidence crumbles and depression sets it. And I don't even think he means to reject me, he's just oblivious to anything outside himself and his own needs.

M 16 yrs, WH62, P54
3 adult blended kids
EA 11/13, BD1 6/14
PA fall 14, BD2 2/15
Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15
Separated 4/16
WH moved OW in 5/16
Divorced 6/15/17