If he associates all these negative feeling with me, i.e. stress, guilt for not being here for his family, loneliness while on the road, possible guilt about his ongoing A and only fun, freeing, positive feelings with OW, how can there be a chance for my M?
How can I change my behavior to a more healthy way of coping & interacting with H that will be more positive?
Would that even make a difference? Or am I setting myself up? Investing in more hope for something I should be letting go of?
M 43 H 48 M 19y T 20y D 14 S 12 H returned home from out of country 8/8/15 BD 8/11/15 EA Began end of June/beginning of July 2015; ongoing PA H denies ILYBINILWY
