Stay strong brother. Your DB coach is right but that is a tough tough road to walk. It's like hoping if you're good with your executioners as their walking you to the gallows that they'll have a change of heart. Except with D, especially with kids, their is an afterlife.

You're smart to realize that this is hurtful As, for her as well. So you're both going to be a bit triggered. It's only natural. Even leading up to it for the next two weeks, you'll probably find yourself a bit more on edge. Be ok with that.

I echo Mutatio, you're a wise man. Stay true to what you know and your highest self and you'll get through this. Don't let fear mess with you.

You got this.

PP


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T5 M3
BD - 1/15 Separated - Same Day
Served 9/15
D finalized 6/17