running around like a chicken without a head

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The hardest part of the attaching right now is because he still living or not living but still coming home all day long and the fight is not being around him is that the kids want to play outside while he's working on the truck and I need to be outside to watch them so like I'm with him literally like four to five hours. yes I do go inside and I do my own things but every now and then I gotta come back out to make sure the kids are okay I can't completely just disappear.