Thanks azzork. I do not want to be just her best friend. So, I will read the book again... and try and stick with the 37 rules. We have 60+ days to get this on the right track again, before the divorce is final. I think that putting distance between us would help me, maybe more than it could her. It would help me detach and I am so tired of analyzing everything she is doing looking for signs. I don't even do it consciously, but I wear myself out with it!
This just [censored]...
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
