So, I'm trying to think in terms of DB.

I was begging, pleading, trying to reason. Now I'm basically NC.

I was letting him do whatever he wanted without regard to my needs in order to keep the peace. I set up a boundary and he overreacted and completely left. (I honestly think it has more to do with being caught out in regards to other women and his guilt. He really had me snowed on that one. I really believed him when he said there was no-one else.)

I will let myself cry it out for a while, uninterrupted.

Now....I just wait and see if he tries to contact me?


Me: 48 H: 50 - Married 21 - 3-S: 29,19,19 2-D: 27,26
BD: 08/2015 - D filed & OW disc: 09/2015

"Surrender to What Is, Let Go of What Was, Have Faith in What Will Be." -S Ricotti