DWH15 Thank you, I needed that, I must have slept 2hrs last night, I'm tired. I feel betrayed all over again. The wound opened up and I really thought it was sealed and had moved on emotionally, I had already prepared etc.
I believe I did give it my all, laid it out on the table to re-consider, counseling, Retrovouille, church, changed my ways, habits, became a better person and still nothing from her end.
Its a tough pill to swallow, when you have been patient and helping her through this process, etc. all while she was out doing stuff with others.
Please say a prayer for me as I really need one, for God to show me a sign of what to do next.