I am going to try. Because so far while there were brief moments it seemed to help, for the most part trying to spend time with her has pushed her away. I know I will struggle with this part the most. Like you said it is very counter intuitive. I will probably stumble at it, but I am going to try to be more active on the board to help me stay away from her.
I am just gripped with fear and pain and loneliness when im not around her. It is hard opening your eyes to see the amazing person you had by your side walking away and not caring.
