I just want to say thanks to you two first thing. Talking to you guys is helping me not to text her, which isnt what she wants or what i should be doing.
I understand about the it takes two to crumble a M, but she tried for years to get me to talk to her and spend time with her. I can see that now that I am out of my fog, but now she is buried in hers.
She says her love for me died over the years as I check out on my xbox. I just have such a hard time with the thought that me ignoring her completely will do anything to help my M. I know the techniques here are for me mainly, not my M. I just have such a hard time with them because all I want is to fix this, and that is out if my hands now.
I am going to try to do something by myself tonight. I have some extra cash from selling my xbox. So I'm going to try to get out of the house.
