She came over to my sisters, and brought the kids. She was clearly upset that her affair was over. OM kept calling, and I could see she wanted to answer. She just wants my lovemaking it seems.
I thought I had felt the wort pain ever already but that look in her face was so hurtful I think all the love died out of me. She seems to want his financial security, and my body. Im just a sex toy, and I cant be that. I told her to answer OM when he calls, and let me see her tell him its over, but she got fighting mad, and left. THen 20 minutes later called me apologizing wanting to be with me. Shes nuts, and I dont want her no more.
I feel nothing. Im not angry, sad, lonely, hurt, or exausted. Im just numb. Im just 155 pounds of flesh. Nothing more.
