ILYNOT - Thank you so much brother. You have been God sent, you have as well as many others have been very instrumental for me to have even reach the level of understanding and stability that I currently have. God bless you.
I have been doing well these past few days with my distance, I find myself in a better place mentally and emotionally. Of course everyday I have to wake up and continue my PMA and reminding myself to accept that my marriage is over, accept that my W is on a journey in which I am not a part of, and of course fight the thoughts of her talking to OMs. I am beginning to not reject or fight the thoughts, just accept them and accept my emotions in relation to them, and this has been helpful.
The last two days I have woken up missing my W, thinking of what she is doing or whether she even thinks or misses me. I journaled to get those thoughts out of my head and hopefully move on with the thought that it is ok to miss her, she was an integral part of my life for 10 years, and it is normal to feel this way.
M: 34 W: 33 S: 7 S: 14 months BD: 6/2015 Separation: 6/2015 Back and Forth between Home and Moms
