Saw encologist today. Everything went well. Wrote me a prescription for Prozac. Therapist had advised me that I am a candidate for it. I'm not crazy about taking pills but I'll give it a try. I understand it takes a couple of weeks to fully kick in. Maybe it will get me through the next couple of months and the divorce.

STBXW has become very uncooperative. I don't think she planned on going through the stages of grief and I could be wrong but she seems very angry. At this point I am just trying to be strong for S13.

Going to a music festival this weekend and taking our instruments. Going to be fun playing music around the campfire. I can no longer sing as a result of the cancer and treatment but one of the greatest joys of my life is playing accompaniment for S13 while he solo's on violin and mandolin. I guess it's fiddle for this weekend! Going to be nice to get out of this house for a few days.

Peace to everyone!

M:53 W:47 M:15 years. S:18 S's: 30 & 28 from previous marriage. BD: 3/14 Divorced January 17.