You are in the right place, post, ask questions, vent, do whatever. Just get it out, people will come, and believe it or not, we all have stories with similar traits. An alien has taken our beloved overnight and replaced them with a monster.
And while it may hurt like hell, detach is the only way to survive right now. It gets your head in a better place.
Me - Mid 40's W - Mid 40's Married 20 No kids BD - 7/2015 ILYB... Moved out 2 days later Suspect EA