Hi Anna, all of that sounds fine to me. All of the things you are doing, whilst not easy, are heading you in a good direction. That of making new friends, learning new skills, enjoying better health and so on.
As for your feelings about H - it's good that you are learning the skill of diverting your thoughts from the sitch. You realise it drives you nuts (of course it does ) but you are employing strategies to manage that.
As you say, there may be some 'needy' energy evident at times. But less than there was I'll bet and you are doing your best to fake it until you make it. I think you are doing well. I don't think I was doing half so well at your stage in the process, so good for you.
More of the same please Anna
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
) but you are employing strategies to manage that.
