That is ironic. I was having the same thought last night about dreading spending good time together. Also, I was thinking about when I get strength from being closer to God, it seems to always turn out that I will be using ALL of that strength very soon due to a trying time I don't want to go through! I almost long for the comfort of the 'middle of the road' in my life again and no more growth! But yet I don't want to change my path now, even if it's really bumpy. It's the only way for me to get where I need to be and I realize this. I have to keep gassing up! (Feeling very corny today!)
Me:46 H:42 T:7 M:5 MD(H SD):24 MS(H SS):19 MS(H SS):13 Separated on & off most of '15 WAH last left 8/15 WAH changed locks & Bank account of joint business 8/15