Welcome to the club, Diana! Lack of patience is a killer! Gotta remember I can't control H's timeline, feelings, or behavior... even when I feel I KNOW better and have better reasoning. LOL I have to keep stepping back from my perspective. It is nice to compare with others who are in very similar situations. I will be reading your thread soon. Keep the positives in the front of your mind!
Me:46 H:42 T:7 M:5 MD(H SD):24 MS(H SS):19 MS(H SS):13 Separated on & off most of '15 WAH last left 8/15 WAH changed locks & Bank account of joint business 8/15