Nothing much is happening with H. He has been avoiding me and hasn't said anything really.
For myself, I have been working out and enjoying cooking. Looking forward to BBQ invite tomorrow and beach time on the weekend with other moms & kids.
I feel like I am getting better at avoiding to think about the situation, which I'm not sure if it's good or bad. Of course it is on my mind all the time, but I'm trying not to think what H is up to etc because it just drives me nuts. I am acting as if I'm doing fine and minding my own business, but I wonder if "want M/H back" energy is oozing out of my body for H to see...
