I am still in a good place this morning, but of course I have bouts with missing my W. It hurts to know that she is sharing herself with others, even if not at such a deep level than me. I think what I miss is the fact that she shows more interest in talking to them, talking to them about her day, about what's going on, than with me. I know it is to be expected as she wants space and time from me, as well as the fact that she says she is done with this R. I am working on accepting that this is where I am at this place in my R with her at the moment.
Working on PMA, detaching plans for tonight is a work event and Divorce group directly after.
I am planning on keeping some distance as I feel I need to focus on my mental and emotional states as my priority right now, don't know if this is the best approach for my R but I know it is for my sanity; when I am around her, all I can think of is her phone and who she is talking to. So I need to get that under control. I don't want to give her more reasons to talk and make a joke off of me as previously.
M: 34 W: 33 S: 7 S: 14 months BD: 6/2015 Separation: 6/2015 Back and Forth between Home and Moms
