I'm glad to hear things are going so well! Don't forget this when things aren't what you would want. I think we all do the panic thing, at least I do. Learn to breathe through it, and if you have a religious belief...praying through it does so much for me as well. Keep working on your changes and feeling better!
Me:46 H:42 T:7 M:5 MD(H SD):24 MS(H SS):19 MS(H SS):13 Separated on & off most of '15 WAH last left 8/15 WAH changed locks & Bank account of joint business 8/15