Spent a couple of days with my H this week. Not feeling very well at all. I'm always on the verge of tears and very emotional. Don't really know why. We talked and my H told me he that now he does not want to be in a marriage, but wants to have a relationship with me. He wants to live alone and be alone and see me a few times a month. I don't think I can do this anymore. I just want to say F*** it and move on with my life. He says he loves me, but just not enough to be in a marriage. But then again he doesn't want to get divorced either. I feel like he is stringing me along. He tells me to move on and find someone that can give me what I need in a relationship, because he can't. I thought women were fickle. He seems to change his mind from week to week. Not really sure where to go from here. I have my things to get done and he has his.
Di-mond in the rough M-45 H-38 My children S-25 D-23 T 5 M 4 H left April Fools Day 2015
