"A very wise woman once told me that fear and faith occupy the same brain space and can not coexist. So yes, keep faith. It will blackout that fear you have."
Azzork... love this. Thank you.
PP... catching up on your sitch here tonight. My WW took all the carpets out of the house today. Same as filing for D? Only insomuch as these actions change nothing of the trajectory in which we are already headed. Still. You can't help the tears.
Thinking of you, Praying for you.
And hugs. Dif
Thanks Dif, it's just a move in the perceived wrong direction. I know that nothing is certain, but it still hurts to be honest. It brings up all of the hard stuff. The "why can't we have one more shot?" and the "Do you REALLY want this? But we laughed together last weekend..." stuff.
All of it part of the deal I'm sure. As I said, it was a big day, a hard day, and on the learning and spiritual level, a good day. I can say that now and only can after this came up so it was a valuable albeit painful lesson for me.
Onward and upward.
Big hug to you too Dif, sorry to hear about the carpets.
PP
M 39 W 36 T5 M3 BD - 1/15 Separated - Same Day Served 9/15 D finalized 6/17
