Inpatience is a killer, and it's my hardest thing to deal with. I also have a real hard time biting my tongue when I want to say something short and snide. Like today he was talking how he wanted to upgrade to the new Apple TV box but couldn't afford it, I was so close to saying "well if you weren't paying money to rent a room in that woman's condo we could afford it." But I held my tongue.
The two steps forward one step back is pretty hard to deal with too. I almost don't want to have a wonderful day together, cause I know the next day or two or three he'll be at least neutral toward me, if not outright cold and distant.
Baby steps and working on me - but now with a whole lot of hope for reconcile the marriage. Just not as soon as I would like to see it happen!
M: 48 H: 44 M: 2 / T: 7 My kids: S22, S18, S17, D12 H no kids of his own BD: 7/12/2015 / moved out same day Piecing 9/6/2015 Moved back in 10/2015
