She was crying and stated telling me how sorry she was. Telling me that OM was a horrible lover, and she dosent know what she was thinking. SHe was begging forgiveness, and trying to kiss my lips. When I wouldn't let her she tried to grab my privates and go down on me. I basically was disgusted by all that. I was also paranoid the law would show up. Im pretty damaged from all this.
In past times, if she thought she had really made you angry with her, would she act anything like she did here?
Why would she be so disparate for you to have sex at that very instant? Was having sex the way you would make up? I mean, I know most couples do, but I am trying to see if this behavior is totally opposite of what she would normally do (if there was no OM involved).
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
