Thanks everyone. It's good to know I am not alone in all of this.
I am keep telling myself this is an opportunity to grow as a person and improve things within myself. Sometimes it is easier to believe than others.
My H is going to a convention this weekend for the store. Before all of this, I was planning to go and was actually looking forward to it. Now I have a sinking feeling they are going to meet up there.
I sometimes wonder if this is a MLC or just an affair. I think he is totally infatuated with his "friend." He doesn't seem to be depressed at all. In fact, he seems happier than ever.
Is it silly to still hope he will come back? I know things can never be the way they were, but I do think they can be so much better. I just wish he could see it.
