I think if anyone out there can relate to where you are and have been it is us on here with you. Please don't feel the need to apologize for stating how you feel and what you need to do. We are here to give you a hand on where you want to go. Its a tough journey but I'm sure you have found things within you that you would never reverse now.
Quote: I also recognize that she is not and has not been behaving like my wife, she is not giving me the support and care and love I deserve, and I can't expect her to right now.
This is a shocking revelation and a hard one to accept, but it is one that needs to be accepted. You don't have to like it, agree with it, but you do need to accept and do what you feel is right for YOU, and for her. It doesn't mean you can't still feel for her, and I think you know that. It does mean you have to do what is right for you, because no one else will.
Quote: And I don't feel like I'm detaching well when I'm writing down every interaction that occurs between her and I. I feel like I need to take a break on the updates for awhile.
Understandable, cave time is good. As I heard this weekend, to stop living inside our heads and to start living. Remember to not be shy of posting either, everyone is here to support you.
