Confused and Unsure

[EMMess]

I won't lie ILYNOT, all of this is overwhelming. I just looked at Father's right and the whole idea of going to court only adds to my anxiety. I know it is something I have to continue to look at to make sure I am protecting myself.

I will look into this as well as focus on my mental and emotional states. I am so tired of feeling this way and giving her more reason to just get further away from me, I agree that she shouldn't be out that late specially when there is a major milestone for our children.