Ok so Ive been living at my sisters since I got out of jail. This morning I wake up to the feeling of kisses all over my chest, and abs, and its W. Apparently my sister let her in the house.
She was crying and stated telling me how sorry she was. Telling me that OM was a horrible lover, and she dosent know what she was thinking. SHe was begging forgiveness, and trying to kiss my lips. When I wouldn't let her she tried to grab my privates and go down on me. I basically was disgusted by all that. I was also paranoid the law would show up. Im pretty damaged from all this.
The fact that she cheated while I was in jail fighting with gang bangers, and knuckleheads makes me want to vomit. I don't trust nomore, and I don't think I want her to touch me. Shes really seeming truly desperate to rekindle a spark, but Im just numb to everything.
She showed me a video on her phone she made saying she was out of her mind, and don't want this divorce anymore. She has fired her lawyer, and disowned her daddy, and her witch friend too. She seems to genuinely realize how low she is. GOd help me be strong through this, because I still want to be a family again, but the cheating is hard for a man like me to forget.
