Do you feel any different after making this decision ILYNOT? Any shifts in you? Even from writing that out?
I'm curious.
Thanks!
PP
You know what, I feel as though a huge weight has been lifted, I said what I really needed to say and get out of my mind, heart and soul.
I was angry, sad, disappointed, etc. but my point got across and the conversation was good, she didn't have much to say.
Yesterday I cried like never before, I know the holy spirit was with me, turned the radio on after I got off work and a song I had just showed my W to listen to played, then a dusty car pulls in front of me as the song starts playing and it said JESUS right in front of a new church everyone has been telling me to go to, I started sobbing in joy.
I slept great last night, I woke up happy today.
Im not recommending anyone to do what I did which is ask for the D. But ive been going through this for a little over a year now and things have been good, bad, there is no trust even as "friends" To me it was time to move on, too many signs to ignore.
Maybe in the future, if it is GODs will.
I am still going to stick around because I think now the rocky road is coming with the legal crap!
