Sorry Azzork. The letter wasn't meant to be sent. It was for me to just pour out my thoughts and feelings and sort them out.
I agree that bringing it up will just make things worst because I did invade her privacy, something that I regret doing for many reasons. I agree that taking action is the way to go, I am hoping that learning this truth is the kick in the pants I needed. This morning as I was getting our oldest S ready for school, I didn't say much to her, I was cordial and civil if she asked me anything or if I needed to ask anything myself, but aside from that I left it alone.
I feel so embarrassed and ashamed for doing these things. I have another appt with my IC to continue working on me, although he likes to focus on my marriage most of the time.
M: 34 W: 33 S: 7 S: 14 months BD: 6/2015 Separation: 6/2015 Back and Forth between Home and Moms
