Thanks. I am doing better then I thought. It feels like the end of the line and time for me to get off crazy train.
He is so adamant about D now it has to be done like yesterday. IDK why the rush all of a sudden but I am taking my time.
At this point it all seems hopeless and there would be so much work to build my trust in him with all the lies that he has told IDK if it would even be possible. H would have to switch back somewhat to the person he was and from what I can tell around here that could be up to 7 years. We are probably all said and done 2 years into, 1 year from which it all crumbled apart.
Do people ever recover to the point that they want to come back and if they do, I have read they are different people. I can say if H stays the way he is now there is no change as he lies every time I turn around and at this point what is the point in lying? There is nothing I can do about it or judge him about? It seems so pointless. Sorry for the rant just getting it out.
