Have i been making mistakes too long part 5

[tkdmme]

I am really trying hard to become a better person. At this point in my sitch I truly know that I will be fine without her or anyone else for that matter. This I know now and it had helped me. Like most of you, I would love for my marriage to be reconciled but if not I know I will be better in the end regardless.

I really worry about the kids though. Its like I have had this awakening and I am becoming a better father but if something don't change I will be forced into the part time dad arena. I am not comfortable with this yet. Having someone tell me when I can see my children really bothers me. Maybe it wont be that bad and she will facilitate a fair arrangement as far the kids go. This is yet to be seen.

I cant worry that far in advance of something. I will stay in the moment and change the things that are in my control.