Just to get this out of my mind...

The obsessing over this situation and what she is doing is a killer. Drains me. I can't seem to stop these negative intrusive thoughts, but I am working hard at trying. I don't like how I have been reacting to all of this and how I have been behaving (snooping, confronting, etc)

Hopefully I can work with my IC today on this.


M: 34 W: 33
S: 7
S: 14 months
BD: 6/2015
Separation: 6/2015
Back and Forth between Home and Moms