Another update, as i posted in other threads the wife is different from hour to hour. Sometimes stone cold and others chipper. dont get it. I have been doing a lot for myself and with kids. I am also feeling bad for the kids as W does not spend much time with them other than when i am away. she just takes them to her gym or makes them play by themselves.
My emotions go up and down, for a while last night i felt great and positive knowing i will be fine in the end, but the interim is very difficult.
I know the main advice here is to GAL and Detach so we are not so hurt by everything but i know the ultimate goal for many of us is to reconcile. seems counterproductive and i know it wont make sense either.I am willing to move forward with the S and have us live separately but i am doing in hope of something changing after we are not in the same house. this is probably not what i am supposed to do, but something in my head is still telling me she will wake up one day and say "oh crap" what did i do.
I know the quicker i get that thought out of my head the better, but .......man it is tough
M 37 W 34
T 12 M 8 D 7 S 4
Need break 4/12/15 W no ring 7/7/15
Separate room 4/12/15 Separate living suggested 8/15 W moved out 11/1/15
