Wow, mind is blown 7

[Uphill]

That is obviously tenative buddy, I just feel like if we go through the holidays like this and nothing is going in the right direction, that may be my limit? Who knows what I'm thinking by then though, I always told myself if somebody walked out on me the door would hit them in the a$$... Now look where I am! Dedicating my life to figuring out exactly went wrong and how to grow from it. Obviously with an end goal in mind but to become a better person no matter what the outcome is!