Let's All Be Like Coffee

[V2pt0]

Thanks, J. It is just so easy to start feeling down on myself. I have so many regrets and remorse for my part. I just feel so hurt that after 14 years together that he does not see anything in me worth fighting for. Part of me is still hoping fir a Hollywood ending where my H at the last minute decides to fight for me and our H. I need to let it go.

I will keep on growing and being the best version of me as possible. I know I have read a number of other threads where others seem to see filing for D or giving up as a reason to stop the LBS' personal growth. I think it could not be further from the truth. I don't plan to stopping working on me just because I filed. That would mean I was doing this all for my M and H and that is not the case. If anything, filing adds more incentive and pressure to work at BT2.0 even harder.